ode to the dark

The stillness of night invites me to linger
Within this gift of solitude we're given
A lustful realm of malice--a haven
Of wildest schemes I could only dream ever!

The dimness enchanting, conniving with moonlight,
Revealing that visage I've hungered to see
And those lips--God, those LIPS!--exist just to tempt me
Of this urge to explore more of you tonight...

The cool breezy air entwines that sweet scent
From thy breath... Now I've been helpless, yet gladly I give in
To seek through all means thy warmth from within.
And at long, long last here comes: our opportune moment...

Every inch of you now seems heavenly
As every strength left of me burns with agony...
From the profoundest longing to be with you
And tonight, here in the dark... To TOUCH you. =D

seven years

I am but a shadow--of YOU, my love...
Ever so close, yet hopelessly so far.
Like the crater is to a shooting star,
Just there--waiting--to catch you from above.
Your merest glimpse was all I'd ever need
To fathom thus the gravest sin I know:
That's being a GIT, for letting you go.
For love's both a gift and a curse indeed:
Your mem'ry leaves me with nothing but bliss
Yet clear as that face that wades through my dreams,
Will truth be as vague, for light-years--it seems.
Tell me how long shall I succumb to this?
For life is nearly nothing without you.
And truth of all truths is: I STILL LOVE YOU. :)

"ambut"

Do you know that when you smile,
It gives me strength to suffice for the whole effing day?

When you say the simplest "thank you" for some Botany cheat,
It makes me feel like I'm the kindest nerd alive!

When you ask me things that, most often than not, don't involve you or me,
Meaningless as they may seem,
To me, they do make the most sense. ^_^

Do you know how much they so lure me into daydreams,
Of YOU and me, alone, together, in "genuine" conversation?

When you try to let me teach you,
When you make me feel like I'm your only hope...
I lose my nerve and say things I'm really not bound to say
And then I end up with the lamest lines, like...
"AMBUT." =p

Do you know that when blood rises up to your face to reveal how embarrassed you are,
I feel the same way, and at times even worse?

I don't know what these might mean
But perhaps the infatuation still is ALIVE.
And I don't know why it's YOU, of all people.
But I'm sure you ain't the wrong guy.
Perhaps you're just... WEIRD.

WEIRD, but CUTE. :)

just let me...

It's not a matter of YOU or HIM...
Of being inlab or just being tuliro...
Of friendship, or just dreaming of having one...
Of illusions, or of false hopes
Of being happy, or of being hurt
Of LOVE or of indifference.

It's about anticipating everyday for a mere glimpse
Of my self-destined source of inspiration...
Of wanting to explore the world in a different light,
Of transcending the old "me" for the one good reason that there is:
BECAUSE YOU MOVE ME.

I could forever love you from afar,
Wander with you all my life on my daydreams,
And be overwhelmed with your presence...
Yet, let it all be in silence.

Feed my sanity with all your greatness.
Nourish my existence with all that you are.
Just let me adore you, that's all I ask of you.


"Now I know love exists, 'cause you're standing right next to me..." :)

ninja turtle

Do you know how hard it is to see you everyday, and pretend to criticize everything there is about you, yet still adore you at the same time?
Oh, the irony of it all--the absurdity of this so-called "emotional bliss"--makes it all the more magical.
And it's all because of YOU.

YOU and your Squirtle-like self, walking in through the hallways like some polar-bear-turned-supermodel with glimmering shades that seem uncanny for such a cloudy day! (Like, where's the sun, pare? :D)
YOU and your oh-so-damp sweatmarks soaked all around your armpits after a whole day of moving exams! (eew, mag-tawas ka naman dude! Bwahah!)

Your ever-refillable coffee tumbler,
Your lunchbox-ful of chalk,
Your sumo wrestler physique,
Your red-red-wine music,
Your bulky beads and bulky bag,
Your unpreparedness...

YOU, YOU, YOU!!
Drive me insane, pade. :D

gelatin

Tuwing ang tinig mo'y pagal at pumipiyok-piyok na
Sa labis na kakabulalas ng "imbento" mong mga storya,
At habang sampu ng iyong tropa'y tila ba nalunod na
Sa kakornihan dulot ng di-paawat mong komedya,

Sa bawat katiting ng KABABAWAN
Na ikaw (at ikaw lang! ^_^) ang may pakana,
Lahat ng iyo'y naririnig niya.

Tuwing ang 'yong mga mata'y biglang didiklap nang walang dahilan
At mga labi mo'y huhubog ng ngiting sadyang nakakatunaw,
At tuwing dagliang uusbong ang taglay mong "kakisigan"
Na tila tanging nakatanto'y ako (at ako lamang! ^_^),

Sa bawat bahid ng KASAGWAAN
Tuwing ika'y magpapa-kyut na parang ewan,
Lahat ng iyo'y kanyang namamasdan.

Buti pa siya, nakakasama ka,
Nakaka-inuman ka, nakaka-jamming ka,
Nasasambitan mo ng jowk at ng pamatay mong mga bola.

Ba't ba kasi parating SIYA, at siya na lang?!

Pwede bang kahit one minute lang,
AKO naman?

overtake

Ha akon bangag nga huna-huna, aadi ka...
Naka-glue, naka-raysang, naka-Elasto Seal pa ngan ada.
Mapa-gab-i, mapa-adlaw, di ka gayud mawara-wara!
Pati pa ha pag-jebs, ikaw intawun tak nakikita. :D

An akon kahuna, tungud nak ha imu pagbaya,
Makakalimtan ka -- upud an TANAN nga may-ada kita,
Kasiring ko balitaw, inin pagtinangis mahuyu na,
Ngan matitigok na gihap, inin pamatay ko nga gugma.

Tak utuk may litik na, kay it adi ha sulud, purus ikaw nala,
Pati pa ha pagdamgu, ikaw nala pirmi it bida.
Akon bug-us nga pagkatawo, aadto, gindagit mo na,
Kulang na la igdekwat mo pa, pati tak panty ngan bra!

Pero kun aadi ka la yana, waray na unta problema pa,
Takay kun ikaw pakianhan pa, may mabubuhat pa ba kita?
Waray ! Waray na! Ayaw na himangrawa pa,
Kay di ka na hikikit-an pa, kun di ha INUP nala ada...

babay na...

yoko nang sabihin
nakakarindi na rin
alam ko naman kasing
hindi mo rin didinggin

ayoko nang magsalita
wala rin naming kwenta
bakit, para ano pa?
makikinig ka naman ba?

nakakapagod na kasi
nakakasawa
ayoko nang manatili pa
sa iyong mga drama!

ba't bigla kasing nag-iba?
mga tawa'y biglang nawala
mga jowk mo'y naglaho na
mga ngiti ko'y napawi na

siguro nga
hindi na
"tayo"
masaya
kaya

babay na…

"tayo"

elow??!
andyan ka pa ba?
tanong ko lang sana...
kung sa'n ka?
maari pa ba
akong sumama?

'lam mo kasi
medyo malabo na
"tayo"...

ewan ko, bakit nga ba?
meron pa ba?
di kaya'y
binawi mo na?

oo nga, magulo
pasensya na
schizo kasi
ako...

kasi nga
tuliro
kaiisip kung ano
nga ba
"tayo"...

nakaka-miss...

Mga jowk mong gasgas na't
sandaang beses nang inulit,
na ni minsa'y di nagsawang
sa aki'y muli pang isambit,
at noo'y laging sinabayan
ng halakhak kong abot-langit,
habang patuloy pang bumubuhos
ang "korni" mong mga hirit! ^_^


(ba't ba lagi kang ganyan?
kahit kelan puro biro!
lahat na lang puro "trip"!
lahat na lang puro loko!
akala mo ba'y nakakatuwa
ang ma-miss ka nang ganito?!)