Never again

Eto na siguro yung moment na sasabihin ko sa sarili ko na "Tama na." Like for real.

I cannot live like this anymore. Where my outlook in life depends on whether or not he has time, and where I'm defending him to everyone, as if I have some sort of responsibility to do so. It's crap and I know it, but I chose to ignore it. So again, TAMA NA.

He doesn't like you. He only likes the attention he gets from you. And you know deep in your heart that that is not what you want. You deserve better. You can do better.

But thank you for inspiring me. It was the only thing you did right. Maybe that was your purpose.

I'm not going back to overthinking and overanalyzing. Because no matter how smart I think I am, this is one of those things that I am incapable of comprehending, maybe ever. At tanggap ko na yun. 

Something is clearly wrong with me, and I know how to deal with it, but I choose to be stupid every f**king time. Then again, I can't be chasing things that aren't meant for me. Life is short. Fight for the things you love, but only if they're worth fighting for. 

#charot