binabawi ko na yun... pramis! T_T

If it gives you any consolation, I want you to know that I already am beginning to loathe this feeling.
Of being caught in the aftermath of conscientiously hurting somebody.
Especially if that somebody was the last person on earth whose feelings I'd want to hurt at this very moment! T_T

If I could only tell you that it's YOU...

Haaay... HERE I GO AGAIN.
Pretending to think he's just a waste of time when in fact, these last few days, he's already been "the voice inside my head."
Pretending to be annoyed by his super-corny KSP jokes when all the while, all I ever wanted was for him to notice me.
Pretending to ignore those sweet gestures and frowning at the onset of our "loveteam moments" when truth is, I shiver at the thought of us being a real "US" in the near future. :D (ASA!)
And once again, distancing myself for fear of the many probable things the two of us could end up with, when it's really him whom I daydream about when I see chubby flabby guys on the street who, in one way or another, look like him.

I rewind every little thing you do for me, and for the nth time, HYPOTHESIZE.

You sing my fave mushy tunes in the most unexpected moments. (And to think you had no way of knowing I liked them!)
You help me out when my terror teacher tries to bully me.
You're always the first to know when something's wrong with me.
You fetch me my spoon and fork when you see that I still have none. (*sigh* ^^,)
You make sure that I'm "well ventilated." :D
And... You even had the guts to teach me the meaning of the word "CONCISE"! (Aba'y akalain mo yun! =D)

I rarely feel like this towards anyone, but I'm already beginning to think that you're my HERO. ^_^
Mabait ka lang ba talaga, o nagbabait-baitan ka lang? :p

You talk to me when I'm alone.
You tell me you miss me at least once a day. :D
And cheesiest of all, you call me by the corniest term of endearment I could possibly imagine: BABE. (^^,)
Hahahaha!! Sa dinami-dami ng pwedeng maka-labtim, ako pa ang napili mong pag-tripan. GAGO!

Pero di nga...

I'm sorry if my stupid mouth has failed to tell you that you're AMAZING.
It could do really stupid things especially when I'm around you.
It didn't mean what it said.
It just wants you back, at least back to one, when we were still talking. =(

I just hope it's not too late.
It's gonna be hard to see you everyday and pretend to not like you, over and over and over again... T_T