just let me...

It's not a matter of YOU or HIM...
Of being inlab or just being tuliro...
Of friendship, or just dreaming of having one...
Of illusions, or of false hopes
Of being happy, or of being hurt
Of LOVE or of indifference.

It's about anticipating everyday for a mere glimpse
Of my self-destined source of inspiration...
Of wanting to explore the world in a different light,
Of transcending the old "me" for the one good reason that there is:
BECAUSE YOU MOVE ME.

I could forever love you from afar,
Wander with you all my life on my daydreams,
And be overwhelmed with your presence...
Yet, let it all be in silence.

Feed my sanity with all your greatness.
Nourish my existence with all that you are.
Just let me adore you, that's all I ask of you.


"Now I know love exists, 'cause you're standing right next to me..." :)

ninja turtle

Do you know how hard it is to see you everyday, and pretend to criticize everything there is about you, yet still adore you at the same time?
Oh, the irony of it all--the absurdity of this so-called "emotional bliss"--makes it all the more magical.
And it's all because of YOU.

YOU and your Squirtle-like self, walking in through the hallways like some polar-bear-turned-supermodel with glimmering shades that seem uncanny for such a cloudy day! (Like, where's the sun, pare? :D)
YOU and your oh-so-damp sweatmarks soaked all around your armpits after a whole day of moving exams! (eew, mag-tawas ka naman dude! Bwahah!)

Your ever-refillable coffee tumbler,
Your lunchbox-ful of chalk,
Your sumo wrestler physique,
Your red-red-wine music,
Your bulky beads and bulky bag,
Your unpreparedness...

YOU, YOU, YOU!!
Drive me insane, pade. :D